25/7/09

today argue with him again..coz got gal cal mel gal sms him cal him piggy dear..im very sad and angry..somehow, i feel he's cheating me..he keep explaining but i scold him back saying if he no do wrong dunit keep explain wan..i oso duno wat i wan from him..i feel very sad..we keep quarrel..tat time he was holding my leg..my half bottom body is on him..he threw me on the floor..i cry immediately..is so pain and hurtful..never have a bf tat play game..relli..its not oni addictive but will oso ruin relationships..after that he pujuk me back..i stil feel unsatisfied..but i dunno wat to do d..so i let it be..i still feel so hurt..